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i was seeing this one vampire,at the time i was not aware i was one as well. one day i dicieded to call it off,but before that he wanted to see me one last time.only it was for a feeding fenzy(i was unaware of it).Skiping a few things(dues to being rape vampiricly and humanly). i felt myself awaken.After that i started having a hard time not getting sick, and when was(able) to feed off of energy. then after a couple of years, it didnt work as well, so i turned to blood(which i had already like anyways).but half a year ago it felt like something(like a train stoping) had happened inside me.that day i when to the root to try to figure out what had happened.I Had found out i hadnt finished awakening. so i started trying different thing. that when i came across here! after what i found here i tried more. then today(June 21) i felt something move(like a beast uncurling and waking up). after that i felt more powerful and seems to had more energy. and thats it so far

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interesting story

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we, i'm doing my research lately , putting all together some facts about me an family , like i said , being not sure yet of what i am , i did some research these days and found the answer in romanian folklore
i remembered my father said once he was born with a caul , and another fact is that he always had this problem at the end of his spinal column , he also had a surgical intervention there , everything linked together , so i called him on the phone ,told him i am doing this research ,and asked him if he was born with "tail" ,but he denies it , he sais it was an accident at rugby , he only confirmed the caul .
I insisted ,but with no result .
So i ended the conversation.
And guess what happens ?
After a while he calls me back and tells me that a neighbour of him in his childhood had such a tail o about 7 cm long ... Funny isn't it ? he really thinks he can fool me ?

So it seems my father is a strigoi viu , and i am a born strigoi viu (living vampire) , that explains why i cannot drink human blood ,not immortal , but when i die i can become strigoi mort(dead vampire ) ,meanining immortal ? everything depends of how i protect myself to be identified , because humans seem to know rituals to prevent strigoi viu to become strigoi mort


but i'm still really confused right now ..
is it not safe to speak about these things ?
but why he only denies the tail and not the caul ? is that a bigger proof ? it's possible he did not reach awareness ? or it was a sign for me not to speak about it anymore ?

what do you think about that ?
i am aware for a too short time so i guess i can use some advices

personaly i would not talk about it. here maybe but not in public, as in not something to drop in during a chat whilst having a coffie with a friend.

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i was born a vampire..
I am the 1st Viscount Clanmalier, and baron of Phillipstown reincrnated so to speak my soul is over 500 years old..my avitar is my family coat of arms.

i know,its very interesting

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Why bother? Were All the Same Outside,But On The Inside I Am Death

if certain people would find out then he might be in danger. Immortality has several definitions. He might use the caul for intimidation factor. He maybe not wanting to face what he has become.

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well, i will try to open this conversation again with him face to face , but it will be possible only in about 3 weeks from now ..

i wonder ..people don't seem to believe now these vampire stories , who can then put one in danger by knowing the old methods of destroying the link between our body and our wanderer soul , which i see it's named silver cord ( i know now how is called :P , i did search to find what you guys call astral projection , i'm not familiar with the terms , just experiencing it )

There are still hunters out there whom seek to destroy our kind. And of course they now have technology on their side so that doesnt help.

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i know,ive had a run in with one while i was swiming last night no fun

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Why bother? Were All the Same Outside,But On The Inside I Am Death

i use to be close to some of them, but not nowadays
Let me clairfy this statement due to some people taking it the wrong way. The majority of hunters and slayers i know are from a long time ago but there are several whom i am still in contact with today.

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Abraham Corvinus
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