Deamon
I hope you like it. This is one of my favorites.
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Trying to get up
Walking not crawling
Failing-
Crying-
Hating myself
Knowing that I have to carry on.
Standing agianst the wall
Waiting for the end
Or the beginning
Emptiness succombs me
Shadows rape me and wont let me go
There's a deamn at my door
A tempting smile beind dark glass
I want to open the door
Better today then tomorrow
How long will he be waiting there
Does he seek forgiveness
Does he want to distroy me
Spoil my soul and body
There's a deamon at my door
I can see his fingers cover the handle
He wants to get in but its locked
Only i am to decide if he enters....
I want it so badly
Salvation is only a few steps away
But I can't walk
Lying on the floor looking into his eyes...
He's the son of night
The stepbrother of undying light
Ever returning and immortal
I can't let him wait...
I shake and cry
it wont let go
but i hold the key in my hand
Sanity wont get the key to my room
There's a deamon at my door
he watches the fight
there is nothing he could do
i have all the might
i hold the key to my heart...
Give me deliverance from sanity
I don't want to live in chains any longer
the grip loosens and i fall on the floor
some rays of light toutch my face
My deamon fades away
Smoke covers him and his last smile burns my mind
He is gone....
But tomorrow night I'll try again...
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