Wish I Knew
I smile at you
But you don’t even notice
I try to hold you
But you don’t feel me
I say hello
But you can’t seem to hear
I try to find you
But you always disappear
My phone rings
I wish it were you
But I know it’s not
‘Cause you’re never really there
I see who I think is you
But it turns out to be a lie
I feel like I’m in the dark
Like I’m just pushed aside
I wish I knew…
Just one truth
Just one day
I got too close
And you pushed me away
Just one chance
To be in the light
Was kept in the dark
Held you too tight
I’m fading in your eyes
I can feel it in your soul
The love we once had
Disappearing in my loneliness
Though you say you love me
Each time it seems to lose more meaning
And sometimes I truly wonder
If we should’ve ever had a beginning
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