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Dark Existence
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My convictions desert me more brutally then before, leaving my mind desolate and raw.

I am surrender'd to the wolves of doubt, depression and turmoil.

The beasts bite deep and tear at my sanity, gnashing, ripping, devouring my mind.

My convictions desert me, I face eternity without answer.


The maddening experience of conciousness without end, or purpose, except that to be.


Stare into the amorphous face of eternity and feel it's neutral detachment.

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I endeavour to immerse myself in the pursuits of man


But all things last forever, bar the moment

Which is pereceived, cognicised, then fades.

The splendid stupor that is pleasure

Fleeting though it may be

An unshakeable addiction

The fuel of torture

Set ablaze, extinguished
and then relit, endlessly



Macabre in it's Beauty.

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