Its funny how old words can be used again.
I shut my closet door. No other skeleton could haunt me tonight. They may try, for sake of their fulfillment, and fail, just as I did. Burn, Just as I did, and Rot just as I did. The darkness means nothing to me, its the light I'm afraid will never come for me. And all I can do is hide. Deep within the recesses of my heart I will struggle to understand my path. It seems I get closer to the end, the destiny, the joy, and the lights dim, and im cast into the cold. Soon the frost creeps over my life, my heart, as sadness weilds its knife. After, for fear, sadness, and a growing hatred of what may become, I sleep.
I smile cause I think of how happy you make me, and at the same time I cry knowing what that means. It means I risk it all. My life is in the hands of the flower, the being of my happiness. I see you smiling, laughing. I see me, dying to understand why, as we lie together with eyes closed, and hearts open. And every night I awaken, wishing for only another minute of another dream. So I inhale, and never let go.
I know there must be something I can say. Something to make you remember how you used to look at me. Something to let you know how I'll always look at you. I dont know that ill ever find those words. But, I, as many, live in the pursuit of happiness. Therefore I live to speak one day.
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If you have the ability to do what is right, you have the responsibility to do so as well.
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