first.
hi ^^
this is my first post. and probably the last because i'm fairly shy posting new things.. i wrote this. it doesn't rhyme or make much sense, but if atleast one person read it, it would mean the whole world (:
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you told me forever, but that was just a lie.
the blood escaping your throat and veins made that clear.
your mangled, blue body screams secrets to me like never before.
now i understand you were never meant for me, or anybody else.
you were meant to be a shadow in a dream, or another voice in my head.
and it's becoming more than clear that tears flooding my vision are just
a way of telling me that hope is dead. you were never real, were you?
you were a torment in my mind, a game i liked to play alone, a pun in
a joke than nobody really told. it makes me sick to think of the time i'd
wasted, wishing i could be with you, dreaming of the day that i could
say that shivelry wasn't dead, and i could let my demons run free again.
now there's a black hole in my chest, a gaping portal into a broken world,
where your memory haunts it like the ghost of a shattered past, taunting
me with your familiar eyes, and your vacant smile that invaded so many
of my dreams. i can't live with you, but i dont want to live without you.
so many times i've tried, but all paths i cross lead back to you again.
where do i go? what do i do? who should i turn to if you're only in my head?
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it's an ache that never heals;
it's the deepest cut you feel;
it's the thing in you that feeds the animal in me.
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