hello everyone ... i,m angelus i,m not sure what to do at this point.i was hoping that someone can tell me,what i should do.well my loves mom and dad, dont know that i,m a psychic nor a vampire.my love only knows that i,m a psychic,but not a vampire...he tells me..he loves me and that he wants to marry me.but i,m worryed that....he wont like the vampire side of me...no one knows i,m a vampire....i dont know what i should do to make this all better.every place i turn i feel as tho i,m traped....i dont want to lose him hes my soulmate we start and end each words .and we say things at the same time thats the same thing.i cant lose him......if i lose him i feel as tho i,ll lose my own soul.

Its a very hard choice - I lost my best friend through telling her what I was.

First of all you don't have to tell him, and keep that part of you hidden away. It is possible but I warn you it is a horrible existence. Without feeding you will be always tired, and a pale shadow of yourself. Plus he will never know who you truly are.

You can tell him, and it could go two ways, which are obvious.

If you want my honest answer, I would find someway to tell him. I tried hiding it, and I hated it. Constantly watching my words, unable to tell people why I was tired, or why the sunlight hurt my eyes etc.
You owe it to yourself to be who you are, being a vampire is not a choice. In reality it is more like a medical condition which we are born with. Would he dump you if you was diabetic?
And you also owe it to him to be honest, a relationship built of deceit does not work. If you want a chance of it being long term then you really have to work out a way of telling him.

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The Perverted One

I can understand you...I think you should first accept this part of you,the Vampire that is inside you, and then you can try to make him understand in a certain way what you really are,don't be afraid if he loves you he would accept this...

I agree with you Disciple

thank you very much its not that i feed off energy i feed off blood well bloody meat any way lol

Not an ideal way, but if you want to go that route, ask you butcher for some blood. If he looks at you weird just say its for a blood pudding. He should have some from the livers. Not very tasty, and it has minimal energy but it takes the pangs away.

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The Perverted One

thanks for telling me that i havent really been eating any food for the last 3 days i just lose my hunger for food.

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My Meaning.
My Purpose.
My Desire.
My Wife.

I agree with Ninja. As far as I see he accepts only the things he wants to accept of you. And it's not love when you can't accept someone as he/she is, without regrets. Try to explain him what you are....

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Live like vampire and love like killer

Yes I agree with Elizabeth. If he loves you as he says he does, then he will understand and embrace the fact that you are a vampire. It is part of you and always will be; he should cherish that.

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