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DarkBloodAngel1127 · #1 (**permalink**) 08-15-2008, 03:08 AM

this summer I have become more used to my senses, i have better smell, taste and feel of my surroundings. My vision is becoming sharper but it fades occasionally. I CRAVE blood, it takes a lot of strength when i bite my bf (playfully) not to break skin. School starts soon and I'm so nervous about it. What if I can't control it?

Superstick · #2 (**permalink**) 08-15-2008, 03:48 AM

bring a doll with water or something that tastes like blood in it and bite it and suck the juice out in a stall when you can't control it. Or Turn your head in a small spot and bite it i ain't vamp but i bite dolls i made when im angry or mad or bored lol

DarkBloodAngel1127 · #3 (**permalink**) 08-15-2008, 03:50 AM

my bf just got mad at me i think. he says it's all in my head????

*Scarlet* · #4 (**permalink**) 08-15-2008, 03:57 AM

well, i can tell you i have been going through the same. it becomes very very difficult to control myself when i'm at work (in which i work in a hospital...so always lots of blood). but with all of these growing senses and feelings, control must be maintained in such situations. as a matter of fact, i did the same to my bf a few days ago. we were kissing and out of nowhere, i bit his lip VERY hard. i had never done this and realized what i had done. i then quickly understood that i had to exude a great deal of control.
and my dear, if you know what you feel to be true, then it is. it's hard for people to accept the unknown or the seemingly "fictional".
hope this helps.

Scarlet

DarkBloodAngel1127 · #5 (**permalink**) 08-15-2008, 03:58 AM

thank you, i would hate to work in a hospital though! lol

*Scarlet* · #6 (**permalink**) 08-15-2008, 04:03 AM

lol...well you are welcome. and i love working in a hospital. i can't imagine anywhere else i could work

it just happens to be quite a test of my inner strength.
but don't worry dear, because here...you are not alone!

Scarlet

D.I.T.F.-Ninja · #7 (**permalink**) 08-15-2008, 04:32 AM

One thing I can say that might help you, it helped me, is to find an idea or thought that you cannot quite figure out at the moment and constantly have that fill your mind when your attention starts to wander, as to prevent you from thinking of feeding. Give that a try and let me know the results please.

*Scarlet* · #8 (**permalink**) 08-15-2008, 04:43 AM

i too agree with Ninja. it's partially due to me being constantly challenged and busy at work that i don't think about feeding as much. but it does on the occasion wander.

AlexandriaC · #9 (**permalink**) 08-15-2008, 06:29 AM

I have told others when it comes to the craving these are a few things you could do. First if your able to sustain the craving then you should be alright. At night or in the moring give your self the craving that it wants. It's like a pregnant woman who craves curtain foods. I've had many pregnant women tell me when they can't get what they want they keep their mouth busy buy chewing on things that are food. Even though it's not the food they want it helps untill they get what they crave.

To help with the craving you can try sucking in the energies about you. That will raise your energy and you may want less of what you want.

If your able get your self some pigs blood. warm it up and drink that before bed or going to school.

Last you could make your self liver and/or steak. Brown the meat but make sure that when you cut it, it bleeds pretty good.

These are a few things that you could do and I hope that it helps.

DarkBloodAngel1127 · #10 (**permalink**) 08-15-2008, 08:38 AM

okay, my bf let me have a little of his blood...it tasted sweet, but my vision is all blurry and red....i'm worried.