Yea.. Considering yourself 'half' vamp hm? I can only assume you've got the desire or craving for something more than the basic energies that regular food can offer. Being mostly of psy-vamp type, I tend to get the most of my energy via sexual and intimate scenarios. Some people start arguements and debates to feed off the negative, intense vibes. Some form a serious commitment to one other person and dependant on their moods, act out in ways to gather the right sort of attention from that other person. Like me for example, I'll start an arguement where there isn't one if I'm looking for some blood boiled intensity. Sex is another great source. But ultimately, none of those non-physical ways of attaining energy can come close to the actual source. Aka blood.
Maybe you're just looking for an explaination as to why you feel different. Maybe you're looking for ways to express your dark enthusiasm for life. Maybe you really are awakening to your true natures. I can't tell you how to be a vampire, I can only state the facts. Rawr.
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