I'm Problebly never gunna be a vamp but what is it like to be awakened or how do you know what you are awaking into?

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Well mostly you will know when it happens. Look for people with your similar conditions and hopefully the can help you with your questions.

Aye, I agree with Bigman, try the butchery thing, that's usually my best suggestion to those who don't have or can't find a donor. Also, Bex, it's called empathy and plain intuition. It's obvious you enjoy the physical excersion, and the way you talk about it leads one to believe there is more behind it, and when you speak on it you'd be thinking about that excited feeling you get, so it only follows someone on a metaphysical site would pick up on it, lol. ^_^ I hope that made sense, >.>

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I am not evil
I have the heart of a young girl
In a jar on my desk

Butchery thing? you like raw meat right?

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I personally like RARE meat. Steaks actually. Everything else, I want cooked done. But,
steaks, I love a nice juicy, bloody rare steak. I am making myself hungry.

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"Time casts it's spell on you, but you won't forget me. I know I could have loved you but you would not let me. I'll follow you down till the sound of my voice will haunt you. You'll never get away from the sound of the woman that loves you. You could be my silver spring, my blue green colors flashing."

-Stevie Nicks, Silver Springs

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pi5op_zOqzg






For the love is dark, it draws me in, embraces me, and changes me eternally.

Aye, same for me, Christine. I love a good, damn-near purple inside, seared on the outside, steak. I want it to moo when I stab it with my fork, lol. I like to hear it draw its last breathe as I start cutting into it, *evil look* Gods, I think I need to feed soon, lol. >_<

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I am RIGHT with you. I want my steak to still be moving.

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"Time casts it's spell on you, but you won't forget me. I know I could have loved you but you would not let me. I'll follow you down till the sound of my voice will haunt you. You'll never get away from the sound of the woman that loves you. You could be my silver spring, my blue green colors flashing."

-Stevie Nicks, Silver Springs

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pi5op_zOqzg






For the love is dark, it draws me in, embraces me, and changes me eternally.

just moving? i like mine running round a field and trying to avoid trees!

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i was born a vampire..
I am the 1st Viscount Clanmalier, and baron of Phillipstown reincrnated so to speak my soul is over 500 years old..my avitar is my family coat of arms.

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~Bite me ~

I am not evil
I have the heart of a young girl
In a jar on my desk