Yes I understand, and thank you again or the info

You're welcome, and don't worry about your spelling, you spell better than some of the others I've seen here, lol.

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I've heard of quite a few ppl getting migraines[sp?], including myself, during their awakening and such... Btw would u mind talking about the time u tried to force it? How did you do that? And what exactly is a dragon awakening anyway? U don't have to answer if you don't want to... I'm just curious ^^

Okay, let me do this piece by piece. As for Migranes (eh, not sure of sp, lol), yes, usually a lot of people get headaches and migranes, usually from the burst of energy that occurs when a dormant part of your spirit becomes active, or from the flood of knowledge that usually follows an awakening. The human mind is not designed to handle either properly so it reacts with pain. Understand?

Let me first start by explaining what a dragon awakening is. Simply put, it is the coming to awareness and integrating of a dragon spirit within yourself. At least it is for me, there are other circumstances that could allow someone to awaken into a dragon, but for me, my dragon spirit was not originally my own spirit, it is an outside spirit that decided to give the core of its soul and power and knowledge to me (see the post I made on my awakening thread for more information on my personal dragon awakening).

As for my dragon awakening, let me explain the circumstances. My dragon joined with my spirit in a past life at the age of 21, so every lifetime since I'm destined to awaken to my dragon at the age of 21. Well, this lifetime I was impatient, I wished to speed this awakening up, so subconsciously I began altering my internal clock, pushing the awakening ahead a few months or so. Had my bro not intervined I would have pushed it ahead full into the awakening, but he got me to see the error of that path. You see, I'm given time each lifetime to train and come to terms with the power and knowledge that comes with the dragon awakening, otherwise if I didn't my mind would literally fragment and I would go literally insane, either becoming a vegitable or becoming psychotic and going on a mass killing spree, combined with the powers comparable to that of a demi-god. In past lives I've failed to awaken correctly and it has driven me insane. My own brother had to hunt me down with at least 6 others to stop the chaos that was unleashed inside of me. This time, my ex-mate actually aided unconsciously with my pushing the boundaries of my awakening. She disrespeced me, which went against everything she and I were supposed to have stood for, causing my mind to shut down. My self-preservation instincts kicked in then, which basically told me to become more powerful and prove to her that she needs to respect me, which in essence I was taking my dragon by the face and bitch-slapping her awake (yes, it's a female, lol). I began convulsing outside where I had fallen and managed to crawl my way up onto our porch where my bro and his girlfriend found me. He managed to calm the dragon and put it back into its restful state. But it was dangerous, I was not ready and could have hurt someone.

So you understand why it is not recomended to force an awakening before it is time?

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Okey, here is another question:
Can I do something to make it easier for me to awaken.
(like giving the awakening a little push in the right direction)

(Btw sry for the bad spelling in my previous post, i have a wireless keyboard and it was lagging)

An awakening is the vampire form of puberty and you can no more help then you can puberty. The best way to help your awakening is to have another vampire with you to help you as it progresses.

okey... How old are most vampires when they awaken?

Okay... Just a few questions that may seem lame, but I'm going to ask them anyway. I've always felt that there was another part of me that I didn't understand, and after reading these posts I'm wondering if I don't understand because I have not been awakened. It makes so much sense though because I'm not hxc goth but I keep returning to the idea of vampirism over and over again.
Also I haven't had any of the symptoms claimed by other posters, but I do get headaches when the sun goes down? Not sure if that's relevant or not.

I was just wondering if anyone could tell me how you know if you have the potential to be awakened.

Uhm...forgive me...I'm not used to the whole "other people being like this" thing.

I think I've had my awakening...I always squint when i'm outside and get headaches from the sun. I often get extreme hungers for blood and the taste is intoxicating...I'm not sure what questions i'm asking but...help?