Okay, this thread is for those wishing to post their awakening history throughout this lifetime, or maybe from past lives. Post what you've gone through thus far and let others post and we'll compare our awakenings to note the similarities and such. I'll post mine probably later this evening or tomorrow.

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Leaving a trail of hollowed bodies in my frigid wake
Finding my way back home to stalk amongst the feeble mortals
In the clothing of a sheep
Envenomed, I am the blackest incarnation

Aye, have you tried that technique I wrote out for you? Is it working?

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Leaving a trail of hollowed bodies in my frigid wake
Finding my way back home to stalk amongst the feeble mortals
In the clothing of a sheep
Envenomed, I am the blackest incarnation

That's good, keep me up to date on it.

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Okay, here's my awakening history as it stands thus:

My awakenings:

Therian Wolf:
I awoke to my wolf side around four years ago. It began as an increase in my aggressive nature. I had just joined the online vampire community and was an active member of severals sites. I learned everything I could, and was made an Elder of House DarkStar when I was 18. My friends there approved of the decision, yet others in the community saw me as a poser. I called myself a mundane, and accepted my role as Elder to aid the community. I wanted to help others with the vampiric condition. Well, after Co-founding House Dark Communion, I became aware of my aggressive nature towards my mate, Bella. I was growing more and more territorial by the day, aggitated at anyone who invaded my personal space or time. I became more sexual (yes, I was and will always be a horny little shit, lol) and aggressively so towards my mate. It was when a friend and other co-founder helped me by giving a meditation that helped me to shift mentally. My entire mentality changed, my mind becoming more aggressive towards humans and hating the walls of my house, literally. I went outside that night and ran, really ran, roaming the neighborhood and snarling, scratching at trees and tearing off bark. It was the little bit of human awareness I had left that kept me from marking my territory, lol. That was the beginning of my awakening as a wolf, and from then on the awakening took a similar course to the beginning.

Vampire awakening:
During this I was a donor for my mate, Bella. She's an empathic vampire and needed my emotional energy constantly. She often went into fits of denial, then I would have to feed her a lot afterwards after she starved herself (she and I had a long-distance relationship, by the way). One evening I was so drained that I nearly couldn't stay up, so she told me to try feeding. So I did, reaching out to her emotions and drawing on them, pulling the energy into myself. I felt more and more energized and she felt more tired. I thought at first it might be sympathetic vampirism, but eventually I came to realize that the condition wasn't going away. So I continued learning about the phases of need, and eventually my new fiance, Skye, sent me her copy of The Psychic Vampire Codex, which taught me everything I needed to know about feeding and the spiritual body and other forms of energy manipulation. Then I came into my blood rages, and I knew that I had begun awakening into sanguine vampirism. The first time I would ever feed from human blood, though, was nearly half a year later. I met who I thought was my true soulmate (that's a long story left for another post). She moved to Arkansas and we got together and I fed for the first time that night. It was like fucking nervana. Anyway, *salivating*, time moved on and we met with my brother in real life and moved in with him. My brother, Robert, is my brother and spirit, and has been there since I began my therian awakening.

((I'll finish this with my dragon awakening sometime soon. Sorry, too much going on right now.))

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VF Mentor and self-proclaimed know-it-all!!!

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Leaving a trail of hollowed bodies in my frigid wake
Finding my way back home to stalk amongst the feeble mortals
In the clothing of a sheep
Envenomed, I am the blackest incarnation

The Codex is one of the most beautiful books you'll ever get ahold of, lol. It has very accurate information and provides techniques for feeding and describes energy workings in a simplified way without any run-arounds or with words that you'd have to have a degree to understand. Michelle Belanger is amazing and the way she writes is perfect. I hope you get a copy (hell, I hope I get my copy back soon), it will help you so much.

As for my feeding problem, it will be a week or two more before my donor is back in town. >_< I'm getting worse day-by-day, and I'm probably gonna have ot break down and feed from my sister-in-law. But seeing as she doesn't eat meat in any form, she doesn't get the vitamins and nutrients that her body needs, and her blood is like water, lol. We'll see. most of her energy goes towards sustaining her body because she doesn't eat like she should and doesn't take vitamin suppliments to make up for the stuff she's not getting by being vegitarian.

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i dont really remember my awakening, I do remember when i was young say about 8 or 9 i did meet a vampire she like being around me. There was a time when I asked her about blood and its meaning she gave me a taste of it. At this point i started to search for what i was going thru mental changes the problem is i still feel that i am still awakening. I feel that I lost myself and my identity but i am still seeking knowledge about myself and my hunger.

Im sorry i really dont remember more than that

I do remember when i first experience of hunger and my mental sense awaken
whem I started to feel energy and other things around me.

Well to me it sounds like you met a rare vampire who can spread vampirism with a mutation of the original V5 virus which is quite rare because its only like 1 in 2 million or somthing chance that that could occur. On the demon thing my advise is a blood seal probably a barrier seal or an imprisonment seal although I wouldnt reccomend the later. Seals are to be left in the hands of proffesionals so you might have to search hard for one. This seal will only work with your blood not anyone elses. I hope this helps.