Well i guess it would have all started back from my eith grade year too a freshman in highschool. I don't exactly know what i was awakening into, but it was rather horrid. I would go thru energy swings; I'd stay up for two to four weeks, other times i could barely be able to stand and walk. My emotions went thru the walls, but i quickly learned to silence them and now can barely feel love for anything/anyone. My muscle tone would always be changing; was never one for working out, but it seems i could gain muscle only by wishing it. I felt a need to feed on energy; I had learned a few techniqes on how to sense and feed energy from my friends alnd classmates. Back when i would meditate i could almost feel people on the othere side of the walls and know what they were doing. This all happened reletivaly about the time i stopped going to church (was raised christian), the last time i was in a church my vision was like staring at a sun and got extreamely dizzy. Any help would be appreciated, feel free to e-mail me any help.

*edit* I forgot to mention that when i was younger i had dreams that had accurately predicted alot of the hardships that I have gone thru. From getting kicked out of a Mc Donalds to my father leaving my family when i was 16.

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I am a ninja
Defending others lives
Sacrificing my blood
Keeping you safe
I am a protector

It started in about tenth grade or so. I noticed lights seeming brighter and the sun more taxing on my energy levels than normal, or what I construed as normal. I also "felt" the unique sensation that I attribute to my vampirism. I in a way, seemed to just suddenly detach from the general population. This was not simply just puberty, as I still feel this today. I know that I am *different* than most. I may only have had this about 5 years-ish, as I would go into periods where I would deny my nature because of how preposterous the realization was- I'm through with keeping myself in the dark. I know this is what I am. A medical doctor cannot analyze the spirit, and it which from here that I garner this information. Sometimes, things defy all rationality, this is one of them (for me at least).

I am vampyre.

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The only god that I seem to follow is the dollar. It defines what I can and cannot have. It provides security and brings me food, granted if I can perform the ritual of "buying". High-priests of this god demand that I work in the temple so that way I am contributing to the institution as whole. I'm working at accomplishing training so that way I can then accept greater tutelage and move up in the hierarchy.

---- And that folks, is a good analogy for our society, IMHO.

im a vampire and ill be happy to answer any questions just email me at j153901@aol.com

Um, dude, why not just answer or write here on the site?

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Lol tobias that was funny.

lol, why?....

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Well because the guys wants to answer vampire questions off site a vampire website and you stating that he should write on the site is states the irony of his statement.

LOL, that's ironic!

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well i aint vampire but I would love to learn as much as I can because i could write,draw all about it in a my favorite notebook vampires rule and so do I =)