ok. here it is.
i think i am only just awakening.
i just turned 17
but for a yr or so now, i have been really effected by the sun light.
i get cold really easily.
i have the urge to bite ...alot
i am really scared.
i can go out doors but i dont really enjoy it.

am i turning or not.
i am getting a bit scared.
my parents think i am sick cos it can be 40c outside and i will be under a blanket

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so am i, still waiting
for this to stop hating
cant find a, good reason
cant find hope to believe in

There is no way that anyone other than you can say what you're going through. Maybe you are 'turning', maybe you are ill, maybe you have a vitimin shortage, only you and an examining docter can tell. My advice: go see a doctor to make sure it's nothing medical. You can also try to meditate on it, see what comes up. Write down your thoughts and feelings in general, and you thoughts and feelings about being a vampire. Maybe it will help. But above all, don't worry about it too much... Either way, vampire or not, it's not the end of the world

i have already been to the doctor. been on medication and nothing is helping. he said it was just my body changing. im on Vitamins... im rather worried

hi ya yout turning i turn last year and im having the same so don't worry about it gets better

sorry fo that tex ya your turning

does anyone know how long this lasts.
i think my parents are getting worried why i sit under a blanket all the time

to me it kinda seems like your over reacting and maybe its all in ur head cuz u just read things everywhere u know psycosamatic (sp) but just take a breath and relax, calm down and just go a day without doing anything and see what happens, but the biting thing, sounds like u might be though

Ok. from what I understand you seem to be Awakening. If you are, just take it easy ok? It's not the end of the world and all vampires go through it. Just don't worry about it. Take things slow and tell me every symptom that you're having. As for parents, be careful not to mention anything about this. My parents are really against anything not normal so I know how that goes. Be careful with the doctor as well. I will help however I can.

I think til_deathx3 has a valid point. It could also be psychosomatic. You read about it, recognize things, and than your mind takes over and fills in the blanks. I have had some psychology in my studies, there they actually warn you about the same thing. Everybody has some traits of a vampire, but not everybody who has these traits actually IS one... I would not jump to conclusions if I where you. Try to prevent doing something you might regret later. Take it easy, don't rush, and try to find out on your own wether you're vampire or not. Ofcourse we'll be here if you need us, but this is something you can only find within yourself...

i dont know anymore. i am just me. if i am a vampire or not. i am just me