RE: umm can i get advice?
Try to focus on any psi ability you may have, try to take energy from the earth and people and that will help you decently. If you can't really do that too well, or it doesn't feel right/isn't working, I don't know exactly what to tell you. I'm in a situation myself. Have all the symptoms you have all the time. I barely get out of bed. All I can suggest is to find a donor. If your mate won't do it, there's plenty out there that will. Even in my town, this small extremely catholic/christian place, I have found willing donors. You won't have too much trouble :3
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