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Azura_Adella_Seryn · #1 (**permalink**) 07-19-2008, 10:57 PM

Every Saturday around 6:00 p.m. like clock work, my cravings spike up so bad I feel like tearing someone up. Anyone, I'm wanting to tear apart anyone around me. I'm hostile, crazy, insane... My spine feels like its going to writhe out of my body. I'm so hungry, I don't know how to get a donor. I'm close to drinking from my own body, anything to help the cravings... without killing someone or turning into a cliche` vampire who wants the struggle, the fight, the battle. I find myself wanting so much... HELP PLEASE!

D.I.T.F.-Ninja · #2 (**permalink**) 07-20-2008, 02:38 AM

I understand your pain and too suffer from something simular, just its not like clockwork its random. Try eating large amounts of raw meat for the blood that is in it, though do not try to feed off of yourself to temporary solve the problem, it will only make it increasingly worse. You also could go to a butcher and ask to buy the blood from cutting the animals up and use the excuse that you need it for a cooking recipe, I would suggest looking up a recipe. Another thing, make sure that you keep yourself isolated from people during your cravings, to prevent temptation from taking over and you possibly hurting someone or worse. I'm sorry if my words seem scattered, I too am having a really large craving right now.

Azura_Adella_Seryn · #3 (**permalink**) 07-20-2008, 10:52 PM

Well, this morning, I ate a medium rare steak and a medium rare hamburger late in the day. I haven't felt so strong in my life, my body was ready to go to work after eating the meats. I can't just start eating raw meat, I'll get sick. It's weird, I crave the blood so much, but when I taste it... I love the taste, but... It makes me feel sick.

Tobias · #4 (**permalink**) 07-20-2008, 10:55 PM

Have you ever tried rare steak? As for the timed hunger spikes, you should try to isolate yourself during those times, have a nice steak or some form of meat ready for you to tear into at that time, that way you'll at least satiate some of the rage and lust. Keep us up to day and let us know how it helps if you ever get to eating your steak rare. Personally, I heat up my George Forman grill for fine minutes, throw my steak on for about 30 seconds until the outside is seared, then pull it off and eat it. It's perfect that way, nice and juicy and it falls apart in your mouth, *mouth watering* I'm hungry now, yay.

D.I.T.F.-Ninja · #5 (**permalink**) 07-21-2008, 03:19 AM

Thanks alot Tobias, now I'm hungey *leaves to go rumaging through the freezer.* Oohh I forgot to mention last time, do not microwave any meat to warm it up, it fries the blood right out of it, even if its in there for only 30 seconds. Sorry if my words are scattered, again, still having a craving

Tobias · #6 (**permalink**) 07-21-2008, 03:27 AM

Aye, definitely don't wanna try thawing it in the microwave, it is not a good idea. Don't worry, Ninja, we understand, i'm only just now getting back to where sexual energy will sustain me, lol.

D.I.T.F.-Ninja · #7 (**permalink**) 07-21-2008, 03:37 AM

Well I normally feed mostly like a psi but I also have some blood from half raw meat but the psi feeding just has not been cutting it lately, and its been getting worse and I don't know how much longer I can control myself like this.

Tobias · #8 (**permalink**) 07-21-2008, 03:45 AM

Aye, more than likely the psi doesn't work as well because of the technique you've been working on. You need to try taking in more energy than normal because you are expending a lot of energy while practicing with that emotional tech. You may need to deep feed, which means you'll have to find a "victim" or a donor, either one, and send your energy deep into their core and drain a little of that energy; it is very powerful energy and will sustain you more and get you back to healthy levels. Don't worry about harming someone, you shouldn't leave any lasting damage if you withdraw easily and let your energy seal the "wound" you leave on their subtle body. Some would find this morally questionable, but we all must do what we have to to survive, and it's not like the mundane will not heal. Just don't do it with the intent to harm and it should be fine.

D.I.T.F.-Ninja · #9 (**permalink**) 07-21-2008, 03:53 AM

Thank you, I will try that, you know me I don't like to hurt people, no matter haw bad they can get.

Scorpion1 · #10 (**permalink**) 07-21-2008, 08:48 PM

I always eat rare steaks. For some odd reason I love the taste of the cow's blood.