Thread: I have doubts. am i a vampire?

okay lets get down to business
i have been researching alot about vampires lately
it has been really bothering me
i need to know if i am a vampire or not

since the first book i ever read(which was about seventh grade-and about vampires) ive been hooked

i read everything on them

and then since last year ive started to beleive i am one


here are some of the symptoms i have read on other sites that i have


sunlight hurts my eyes but i never burn
i have excellent night vision
i am very empathetic(sp?)
i have an obbsession with drinking blood.i literally drool when i think about it
i love getting shots and seeing blood
im not particularly fond of gore but blood does not bother me
i have excellent perephial vision and fast reflexes
although my eyesight is poor and i cant hear low tones well..i can smell extremely well(and when i need to i can see something i normally couldnt tho it takes alot of effort)
ppl do tend to get tired around me
i can heal quite fast
i never get sick
im not an athlete but i am very flexible
i feel as though no person reallly thinks as deep as i do except for my boyfriend(who i have drank from and i think were on the same brain frequency lol)
i actually dont have many real friends and most friends i do have fade with the day
i am always cold too
not that i beleive that vampires are all cold but i belive they have extreme temperatures. i am always cold like freezing even other ppl say so. it never goes away(i hate the cold)
if u need to ask me a certain question to choose an answer please do i would love to know the answer

Hard to say, there are some Vampires who are born as such and have what is called an awakening then there are those who are bitten. There is enough compelling evidence to prove your case, but it is a different scenario for everyone when they are going through their changes.

yea i knew that but i wasnt sure if i was just being stupid or not.
but then there are all of you and i beleive it proves my case

You are never stupid for wanting to understand anything in this world. It's a lack of trying to understand that causes the problems that we see more and more these days.
If you honestly feel that you are going through an awakening then roll with it, just don't try to force anything happen. Not so much that there can be dire consequences but more like if you try to force things to happen it can really through your natural balance off.
We will be here to support you if you need it and for most of us who might have gone through similar awakening we can offer advice on how to cope with what may feel like drastic changes in your body.

What you say are symptoms to me soung like very good genes. You can be what you want to be but if your asking if you are a physical vampire then ask yourself this. Does your stomach hurt with a pain like its being crushed effect you every day? I am a vampire and I live in such pains and worse, I have yet to feed for the first time and I go through such anguish that you yourself have barley felt. If you want I can look and see what you are but it would probably be best if you decide for yourself what you are because in the end thats all that really matters.

thank you i guess that makes sense
but i actually have drank blood before and i do not want to go into that. it would take forever
but i have researched more and i beleive that i am going through awakening
and the hunger feels more like a craving sometimes it hurts but other times i feel like idk i just need something.. i feel like crying at times also. but sometimes it goes weeks before i feel that longing again.
i am feeling that longing asof now also

and i just realized another that could be a symptom
i am not diabetic and i rarely get sick but my blood sugar does drop at times. lately in the past week my blood sugar has dropped about 3 or 4 times(and it usually only ever drops like 1 or twice every 4 months)
and ive been having migraines ive never had migraines before only now

Thouh blood is the rihest source of pranic energy, most vampires feed psichicly. Unfortunately for vampires like me who are maybe 1 in a thousand vampires, we can only obtain te minimul amount from blood and psi feeding keeps us on a sustained low. I haven't feed for 3 years soon and I am in pain every day but it doesnt make me any less of a vampire.

Hey, I am Gosia. I just want to write that me and my friend are looking for REAL VAMPIRE- just to talk. If you ARE one of vampires, write to us: gieeska@rocketmail.com

Yea I'd say that i am kinda the same. I'm not cold as i feel clod all the time but i am cold to the touch. depending on my mood my eyes change colors; blue, green, grey, red, black. i love the taste of blood and if someone or something is bleeding i can sense it imediately by smelling it. hell i know exactly when my girlfriend well ex-girlfriend is on her period because i can smell when she starts to bleed. i love the night time. i come out more at night than during the day. the only reason i come out during the day is because i have to for work. i have excellent sight and hearing and sense of smell. Pain is nothing to me but more than a turn-on. hit me, slap me, cut me, claw me, bite me i love it all.

The vampires I met had used a genetic elixir to initiate the embrace.