I am a home health care aid, and I am getting ready to go to school to be a pharmacy tech.

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Blessed Be,

Lana

"Madness, you say! Do you fear me? Are you afraid of what I might do, of what I might say? What a fascinating reaction. Don't you find it somewhat encumbering?" The Malkavians

"I wish I could show you, when you are lonely or in the darkness, the astonishing light of your own being."

Kinda like you said you didn't know if you should believe me or not, in PM last night. [Shandee can vouch because I showed her the messages.] Then to cover your butt you said you did believe me in the next message, because I said I didn't care if you believed me or not.

I am who I am...like it or not. Believe it or not. My name is Alannah but I got by Lana [that was the name I was given when I was turned]. I am very very old [because of the abuse I suffered at the hand of my sire -- I have blocked out a lot of things...] and I do not remember exactly how old I am right now. I am working on remembering. I am Malkavian, I am immortal, I am not completely crazy like most Malkavians [surprising considering the things I've been through]. I am a Psi Vampire. I feed on Pranic, Tantric, and sometimes Empathic entergies. I did notice the other day when it was storming out that I was getting a bit of a high off of it...so, I guess I am elemental too [I had never noticed anything from the elements before until that night.].

Now, you can believe me or not...I don't care, but this is who I am.

Yes, you do get people asking to be turned...there is only one person I've ever considered...and even to this day she has not been turned. You do not do those things for selfish reasons, at least I don't. And you do not do them on a whim, just because someone asks you to do it. I try to make sure that they know what they are getting into before. This girl I mentioned, she is one of my best friends, and I have talked with her extensively about it. We will see. I still need to talk to my adopted father, clan leader about this. [he adopted me when my Sire met an untimely death...haha...not commenting on that any further than that so DO NOT ASK about it!].

As I stated before I don't want to be famous. I wouldn't mind a little more money, just to help out with the things I have to deal with, but other wise I like my life. As I also said I am a home health aid for the elderly and I am getting ready to go to school to become a pharmacy tech.

I believe in God, but I also believe in past lives, spirit guides, animal guides, ghosts and a lot of other things. Like Scarlet said, I do not limit myself to just one belief.

I have to agree with Abe and the others, you have been very rude in the way you go about asking questions and assuming we are all liars. It's not nice. Would you like it if someone did that to you? Remember the old rule, "do unto others as you would have done unto you."

Just my two cents take it or leave it I don't care either way.

Lady Lana

P.S. I was at one time a Lady of very high means...but I did not like the life.

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Blessed Be,

Lana

"Madness, you say! Do you fear me? Are you afraid of what I might do, of what I might say? What a fascinating reaction. Don't you find it somewhat encumbering?" The Malkavians

"I wish I could show you, when you are lonely or in the darkness, the astonishing light of your own being."

Wasn't it the other chick? What are you two guys talking about? Are you the same person with different accounts? I don't care to be honest. I never called anyone a liar in the boiling section... And I don't are if you believe me.

I have been searching for what you call, "immortals". The normal humans that need to take psy from others that I call, "Psy parasites" are the only real "vampires" I have came across until last night. Sounds a little "un conventional" to be real. But who cares what an unimportant commoner thinks?

I'm sure a lot of people use that desire very effectively.

I have tried not to be rude and dont see how I have been rude. But we might have a cultural shock and me not noticing it?


I am going to leave this site now. I have gotten what I searched for. I want to thank everyone and wish you best of luck.

Good bye!

WTF are you talking about? I have one account and that is it. No one said you called anyone a liar in boiling point. But whatever...



Exactly...honestly I don't think most of us care if you believe us or not. We know what we are...and we are proud of it; even if you don't believe us.


For not trying you did a very good job at pissing off a lot of people!


Ciao!

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Blessed Be,

Lana

"Madness, you say! Do you fear me? Are you afraid of what I might do, of what I might say? What a fascinating reaction. Don't you find it somewhat encumbering?" The Malkavians

"I wish I could show you, when you are lonely or in the darkness, the astonishing light of your own being."

I will say hello to all of my children who have written here and to thy husband.

I am the wife and mother, Alexandria Corvinus. *Bows to vampire_seeker. Graciously sits with in an elegant chair. A red victorian dress flowing around her. She smiles at you. Resting her elbows on the arms of the velvet chair. Folding her finger just above her breast.*

Is this how you see knoble? I've painted a picture of the times that I have done this to others who have sit and debated with me. I will warran you my spelling is not the best. For the answer for the possible question you may ask, is because langauge changes over time and I have grown tired of learning the new ways and being all correct. Most here do not seem to care neither if you spell a word wrong.

In my beliefe I am as knoble as they come. In one of the earlier post you mention venture and I will bluntly state my thoughts of them. Ventrue are no more then war mongols who dress up in shinny armor. State that they are knoble because they have won their last battle with men, women, lycan, and vampires blood.

For my age, I was born just before the United States of America came to be. That is my mortal life begane and my immortal life beggan about twenty five to twenty nine years later.

You my dear may ask me any thing you would like? Take this with no offense but I will treate you like a child. For the reason that is the best way to answer a childs questions. A child who has just descovered a new world. But I will only answer you if you answer me this.

Are you writing some kind of paper?

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Sure you aren't a succubus? Do succubuses exist bt w?

Not mine either.

Doesn't every coin have 2 sides? The British Empire killed 11 milion Nigerians. But they also ended slavery all over the world.

Aren't we all children at hearth? Even you must be curious, maybe for what the future hold? Maybe that's what keeps you going?

No interview with a vampire agenda here. I'm more like a truth seeker. I see this quest as a paper in my book of life.


How did this vampire thing start? Is the story of caine accurate?

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i am strong...for i am a Corvinus
live simply. speak honestly. love completely.

Many people have different opoins on that. Depends on what you believe.

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Sorry it's been a while since I've been on but I've pick up a hobby that has taken up more of my time.

Thank you my dear child scarlet. I love you 2

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whats your new hobby?

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