Well, I know that real Vampires are born as Vampires, or so they say, but, I have had a desire for as long as I can remember, I want to be a Vampire .. I dont think I was born one, if so, I think I would have known by now ?

My greatest wish, my greatest desire is to be a Vampire ..

I know its not like in the movies, its diffrent, a complicatet ''world'' maybe not for someone who have lived in it for there hole lifes, but for a ''newbe'' I would guess it is complicatet, but I know for all my desire its the ''world'' I wanna live in, the life I wanna live ..

Can i be a Vampire even if Im not born as one ? or do I have to keep Dreaming ? or maybe just pretent i one (live a Vampireic lifestyle) ?

I'm not the type pretenting, I dont wanna pis anyone of or something like that, but maybe it is the closest Im ever gonne be to actually being a Vampire ?

You can still develope all the abilities that vampires have. It just takes time. If that's all you want from being a vampire, just learn the abilities. We just learn it naturally for our own survival. Get yourself a copy of The Psychic Vampire Codex. It's a great manual for energy work and will explain how alot of things we vampires can do actually work.If you have other reasons for wanting to become a vampire, then I guess you will be stuck just pretending, though most vamps look down on people that just pretend. But you can just befriend a few vampires. Most of us won't ignore you just because you aren't one yourself. Most of us actually enjoy having a friend who understands us and accepts us for what we are. If you want in the community, then befriend a local vamp.

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Well, i guess that is what i must do, then .. It was not quiet what i wanted, but if its the closest then i have to accept ..
But the part of being freinds whit a vampire is much more difficult, I'm from Denmark, and, people here is a bit ''safe'' i have never heard about anyone who actually belives in Vampires ? I dont even know why i do, but i have belived in vampires since .. um yeah, for as long i can remember .
I dont know anyone who belives in Vampires, and when it is hard to actually finding someone who belives, i guess it is even harder finding someone who actually is a vampire ..

But one thing is for sure, Pritending to be one of you is the last thing i wanna do, then rather just live my life with my belives and hopefully some day a vampireric friend ..

Just keep looking around online. There are several other sites that vampires go to. You'll run across one in your area eventually.

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okey, ill do .. tnx ..

Okay, supposedly there are ways to make others vampiric, but I don't wish to disucuss them on an open board. Some people should just be happy with the gifts they have and not look to other ways to make themselves more special. I'm not saying this is you, I just hope you find in yourself that you have power and would only be hindered if you became vampiric. It is a curse and a gift at the same time, but the cons far outway the pros of being vampiric.

As for meeting someone vampiric, we are everywhere. Unawakened mostly, but yes, there are vampires and otherkin and just simply magickal aware people living in even the smallest of towns. I live in a real small town, and I've found four vampires, 3 of which were unawakened, and two others who are into magick, Wiccans. And I live on the Bible Belt Arkansas, lol. You'd be amazed at what people hide. Just talk to people you meet, feel them out and follow your instincts. You'll be attracted to certain people for seemingly no reason, but within us all is something "different" that calls to others seeking. We call it the Beacon, but it is within most people who are vampire, otherkin, or just "aware" of the Otherworld (this meaning everything not dealing mundane society, lol). Anyway, let me know if you need anything else.

Well .. I guess its complicated..
Its hard to explain why, but i have always adored vampires.. I have always knew they excistet.. and i have always wantet to be a Vampire myself ..
But it is more complicatet then we actually can imagine i think .. I've read a hole bunch of books and theories about vampires, i know not all is true though, but i have really studied to learn my lesson..

Well Tobias, if it would be okay with you i would like to talk to you more privatly.. You can se my contact info and maybe send me a email or something if you want?

Hope to hear from you !

You can pretend to be one, this works for most people. If you wish to develop Vampiric abilities I suggest Michael W. Fords books as they are true in ritual and practice. They combine Luciferianism with Qabalah's Qliphoth to give you the true understanding of how to be vampiric.
Other than that you can be 'turned' but the only ones I know that can do this are Asetian Elders and the chances of them doing this for you is very slim.

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Hmmm well being so very drawn to them...maybe there's a chance you are one and didn't know. I sure didn't know when my sire awakened me...though I did know that I wasn't quite human. So yeah...keep looking for a fellow vamp in your area, I didn't know my sire was one for a long time...you'd think I'd sense these things, anyway if you find one, then maybe he or she can help you find out if there's any otherkin in you at all. I've noticed that sometimes people who want so badly to be something other than human, sometimes aren't...then again, sometimes they are.

If you wanna be a vampire, there are ways..but maybe you shouldn't focus on vampires alone, there are billions of other worthy and beautiful creatures that could be a part of you, including human.

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ok srry but im really new to this whole vampire thing i thought u just had to bite them and leave some sort of venom or something and then they would become a vamp or it would hit when u were ready for it