Could be, but suddenlly having a deppressing outlook on the world doesn't mean you're a vampire, craving blood is definatley a sign I think...but not all vampires actually need to go out and get blood. Perferring the darkness over the light well thats on the fence...Hmm awakening is proboably different for everyone but it sounds more like your going a little goth rather than vampire...(not at all meaning to diss the goths i love you guys) But for me, awakening was like...uncertanty followed by sheer unyeilding belief that this is what I am. When I awoke I was more psychic, my physical senses like scent and hearing was more alert, I craved after the astral 'blood' of my master but no desire to hunt and kill the ways storybook vampires do. I never thought about death or dying or developed a dark outlook on things, but I guess you'll have to see for yourself exactly what's going on. If you are shifting from human to vampire or from happiness to depression....not alll problems are solved by the supernatural. Good luck in finding the truth.
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