I ABSOLUTELY DESPISE MORTALS!!!! I TRY AND TRY TO GO OUT WITH THEM, BUT IT ALWAYS ENDS IN SHIT!!!! I JUST HAD TO BREAK UP WITH MY BOYFRIEND BECAUSE he NOTICED THAT I WAS ALWAYS COLD ALL THE TIME. HE NOTICED THAT I DON'T LIKE TO EAT NORMAL FOODS ALL THE TIME. AND HE NOTICED THAT I HAVEN'T CHANGED FOR THE PAST TWO YEARS!!! I HATE MORTALS AND I WISH I COULD FIND ONE OF US AROUND MY AREA~~~!!! I wish someone would come and rescue me. :*^(

im sorry my friend for your heartbreak, but we need mortals to survive.

It is a biter sweet. Is it not. Yet, my dear friend, we can not have one with out the other. For if there were no mortals, there would be no us. It is hard to have the feeling of a breaking heart. Time heals all though. As the saying goes. Though it is one that can be hard to take. A feeling of ending dread. yet, for some reason it never ends. It's there when you go to sleep and there when you wake up. It's one that I have felt but only so very long ago.

Yes, and that is why I despise them so... I wish to deride them all of their lives. But that would be selfish of me.. And selfish is one thing I am not. Thank you.

u should never want to die my child, u may feel this way now but i must agree with my wife it will pass with time

As I have told you before, if you need to talk. I will try my best. It's a hard pill to swallow. Yet, pill is not big enough does it. Rage, fear endless dread of it all. Beyond the point of no return. Just as your about to get to that end you turn around and there is the sun. Where the light comes from you have no clue but it's there. Waiting! It's up to us if we go forth or not. Yet, if we travle down the same path, it never seems to end. Try not to look for mortals about. Yet, for those with in your own kind. Be blunt with the next one your with. If he doesnt like it. Oh, well. Then he is not for you.

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I agree with Enchanted. I've had rotten luck with normal humans. They just don't understand how really different we are. Most of us vampires I'd say live in a twilight existence. Half in and half out of normal society. They don't understand why we are the way we are or why we do what we do. They can't accept all of it. Some of it yes, a lot of it they can never understand. It's so hard to be with them because they pressure you and pressure you into trying to act and be "normal." To be the way they want you or expect you to be. It doesn't work that way. Don't go looking for someone. Let them come to you. If the person you meet can't accept you COMPLETELY for who you are, what you are, and the way you are, then they're not for you. Don't settle for someone when you can do better. Don't think in the terms of: I can make it with this person. Don't find someone you can make it through life with. Find someone that you truly fall in love with and you know that no matter what they will always stay by your side and know in your heart that you will do the same for them.

it is a shame that mortals act like this, but it can be expected from them

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