Ive try to find the right guy . but i always fail at it is it so hard to find a guy who just wants to be with and like me for who i am . i fall for a guy but it didn't work from what i got a min ago is he don't wont to be with and yet he still loves me so im just giving up on it i just want some to be there for me .fuck everything

why try to bather when theirs no air with out him there
he gave me life when i seen there was none there , with him i didn't have to try he just made me batter then what i am he saved me from me if anyone under stands i was shadow in the dark till he came show me the light now what do i do when i don't feel i can go on with out being there by my side every night . oh well maybe im not meant to find love

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~You may write me down in history
With your bitter, twisted lies,
You may trod me in the very dirt
But still, like dust, I'll rise~

if it helps any i understand. ive been there, many of times.

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...What is Faith but Misplaced Hope?...


Whoever appeals to the law against his fellow man is either a fool or a coward.
Whoever cannot take care of himself without that law is both.
For a wounded man shall says to his assailant
"If I live, Iwill kill you, If I die you are Forgiven"
Such is the Rule of Honor.

"you can tell the same lie a thousand times, but it never gets any more true"

...Facilis Decensus Averno...