Ok, I will make a point here and very clearly. First of all, I dont have many friends in my personal life and the reason of it is: 1- I dont like lies, 2- I always speak my mind, 3- im not hypocrite. So when someone said something in front of me or they ask my opinion: I say what is MY truth ( and its not necesarily to be your true) and most of people dont like you to be so straight forward. Its not that Im a saint or a perfect person but I try my best to be as sincere as I can and to be the adult Im supposed to be. So people take me for rude even when Im being polite (sometimes IM just really rude)
Well, my point is: we all know that this is a forum, that what ever you said here including this will bring other people opinion (action/reaction). But I always hate when people change my opinion (misunderstand them) or try to shut me off (I dont care who they are: human, vampire, who ever).
When I first wrote here a few people probably thought(or still think - you never know) that I was probably being a little annoying or my questions look stupid or maybe offensive. I knew it when I was reading through the threads, I ask the questions that you all hate and they are the questions that you will always get: what is exactly a vampire? was one of many questions ( I dont want to be embrace by any of you- my life is difficult enough to make it last more than it should be, I dont know how the inmortals one can do it, they can be my heroes) but you hate when people want to be turned and everybody gets to talk their opinions about that people comment. Or you get to say how stupid the humans are or so on...Remember the children thread, I gave my opinion a lot of us did, not wanting to be rude to russian but just expressing your mind about her comment, some people commentaries were ironic or angry, etc. Anything you write here is open for everybody to jump on it and you know it, you cannot be mad with anyone because of that (even if you get mad is stupid because you dont really know everybody here).
But im sure that no one here came to this site to bring your trouble with another person here in the same site and if you do and you make it clear for everybody you will get comments and opinions. I recently gave my opinion and in some part it seem rude and probably the way I said it was wrong, but it is my opinion and its not change. I said that this world is rude, thats theres darkness. Most of you here have crazy abilities and with them you can do a lot of good thing from this messy place called Earth. Just imagine it, if you unite to do it, but you remain in this secret life because people are not ready for you guys (thats what most of you think - I dont agree). You dont come here saying that you are the best warrior in the world, etc. ( Unless you are Tobias and know it all - Sorry, Tobias, I couldnt help it and its a joke to light this chat here). But if you say that you are a great warrior I will say that you better be one because I will put you to fight with all the crazy people in the world to see if it get better. And a lot of you (at least to normal-stupid human) can be seen as creatures of darkness, so it someone said here that they fight creatures of darkness its only fair to ask what they mean. I can be a creature of darkness right now, because I will look rude to a few but with all my respect to everybody and I MEAN EVERYBODY, Im not, Im speaking my mind. I guess this will be of controversy for a few. But you can say your opinion about it, I dont mind, thats why I write it. And if it was rude to the person that I ask in the begining he just need to tell me and I will apologize if it was rude to him and probably we can chat and I can change my opinion or not change it, that will be MY decision. And I can say it very loud that Im a person that is very loyal and protective about things and people I care about. And what I believe is what I believe,I usually dont change it. Nobody have to like me and I dont have to like everybody but certainly we ALL have to respect each other. But that I dont agree with you in somethings doesnt make a person right or wrong, its just make them different. But again its me, I guess the people is not ready for me to be straight forward-sincere they look at it as being rude or maybe Im a person of darkness. Maybe Im just having an awakening ( its a joke) This is blood boiling so Im just taking it out of my chest. I appreciated EVERYBODY here, because you all have great points of view and even when we can be in heated discussion at the end everybody is calm, polite and friendly. Sorry again to those who my opinion or comentaries are rude when its not what I want and more sorry to those who I was rude .

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The heart that is soonest awake to the flowers
is always the first to be touch'd by the thorns

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~Bite me ~

I am not evil
I have the heart of a young girl
In a jar on my desk

Over the years i have learned that if you are passoinate about your beliefs or opinions, some think that you are rude. But the great thing is that they are your opinons or beliefs so always stick to your guns. And dont let someone ever sway you.

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Come to me child and i will make you a God
Abraham Corvinus
Immortal Vampire
King of Kings

I also agree with you. Partially because I just lost my best friend because I gave her the truth and she didn't like it. Keep it strong, few can handle the truth...

^-^ Surprisingly, when people like us get together, some of us who deliver the truth realize we can't handle it and that causes drama.

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Beauty is the beast.

She wasnt your best friend, Azura if she was she will knew better and she will appreciated that you are just at the end taking care of her.

And thank you, Abe. I know of all of people here you will understand the better.

And I always stick to my belief and to my decisions, thats why I try to put it here and make it clear, thats why I get sometimes in trouble with others ( not that im right all the time) I have been wrong but just a few times only but when that happen you do what a mature person should do: apologize. And some people are sensitive and even if you are not wrong you have to apologize ( not to change your mind) but to probably change the words around to say what you mean- but again, not to change your point of view just make it clear.
In my own family they said that Im a lost battle,they tell me all the time that I should be a lawyer that I will win all the time because I just stand to what I think and I dont loose). When I went to church ( I dont go anymore) it was the same thing. In college I debate a lot and at work a fight for people rights ( especially inmigrants that are treat bad).

So Im used to this and I dont mind other people opinion about me or about what I think, I CAN take it, handle it, deal with it (all of those words). People can take away everything from you, except your knowledge, your way of thinking, who you really are. Unless you get, amnesia and forget everything....Ha, ha (joke)

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The heart that is soonest awake to the flowers
is always the first to be touch'd by the thorns