Where do I start? Well my dad doesent trust me, I'm always being called fat and ugly in my face and behind my back. Everyone around me hates me, I'm always getting laughed at. People are repulsed by me. People can't look at my ugly face. I can't cry because I live with 3 other people who hate me and will make me feel even worse. I'm always called a fraud for something that I never even said I was. I'm the freak period. I'm nothing but a peice of shit. I'm useless, I'm unattractive and I dont have a life. I'm nothing. I might as well slit my wrists, drink some poison and stab myself in the heart. I'm a useless, ugly, stupid, fat piece of shit. I cant do anything right. I'm stopping most people from doing what they want I bet. I'm no use here and I never will be...
I'm nothing...

I could swear that I saw my old self flash right in front of me after reading this.I can totally relate to what your going through and what your feeling.I thought I was shit and nothing would ever change.But I found out that I didnt love myself as much as should of,and thats why I wanted to die.I know what your talking about .I took the pills,I slit my wrist I wanted to die.I didnt want to be here!I was found by someone who at that time in my life didnt agree at all.She found me and took me to the hospital.But I wasnt meant to go.And thats why im here now.But that scar will be there until the day i die haunting me of how low I sunk!
Your not ready to go yet!I believe you have so much to offer.I think your beautiful and if those who your around cant see that,then fuck them.They dont deserve to even be in your presence.I know it hurts now,but no pain lasts forever.I also know the pain of not having a parent trust you. I have been disowned by my father because he didnt trust me.I hope it doesnt go that far with you and your dad.
People who call you those hurtful things whether your around or not,are heartless cunts.Dont worry they'll get whats coming to them!!
You'll be okay!!!Just know that I love you and your special!!Not only to me but to everyone on here!!

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Your exactly right Yasmine, we are all family here. There maybe some fights and arguements but isnt that the way it is with all families. Blackrosex, we all love you on here and we are all together in this world. So if you ever need a shoulder to cry on remember we are all here for you.

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Come to me child and i will make you a God
Abraham Corvinus
Immortal Vampire
King of Kings

Ohh, hunnn.. <3

You're not any of the things you described! You're such fun to talk to and i've saved most of the messages you've sent me 'cause your random mcr talk makes me smile. (: If you ever killed yourself, I swear i'd fly right over to Colorado and i'd find the person who hurt you and i'd stab them in the eyes. Metaphorically. (: But, honestly, you're such a friendly person and whoever has been making you feel like shit is probably only doing it to make themselves feel better. Remember what Gerard said? “Be yourself, don't take anyone's shit, and never let them take you alive.”

If you ever need a person to moan at or anything, just msg me. (:
And i'd give you a hug but my arms aren't long enough to reach from England to Colorado.


Ooooh, I got Gerard's mask too! ^____^ -high five!-