I am tired really, pissed off at the fact that all these fucking idiots around me have happy lives. I have fought and struggled to fall on my face yet again! You would think that you show that you want to go back to school and do something better with your life some one (even the government) would like to help you but fuck no! can get a lone, no one in my family wants to help and just put me down. I am stuck with no job and living here with my mother has gotten to a point where i want to hang her myself!!

I have lost alot of my will in magik and may true self is caged, Why cant i just have my damn life back?

Im sorry I really dont like to bitch but this year has been really bad and im just fed up with everything.

I miss my real self, when i was balanced..... my fangs and eyes were balanced. I had power and it showed. I was able to call energy when i wanted to, I want just powerful and I want that back i really feel that someone wrapped silk about my arms and mind

I'm so sorry hunny!
Things may be f****d up right now but it will all get better!No bad situation lasts forever!
I know how you feel!There are days when I dont feel like being here with these assholes who have everything and dont even deserve it!But you have to believe in yourself!
If you really want something you just have to say fuck you to everyone else holding you back,block out all of the negative and you'll have it no time!
Good luck and I hope you feel better

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God thats sucks. Yasmine is right though and with all this bad karma your gonna have a really lucky day or something, maybe youl win the lottery lol. Cross your fingers and hope the good comes soon.

thanks guys really I am just staying home today
get my thoughts together

if you want it you will find a way to do what ever you want.

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i was born a vampire..
I am the 1st Viscount Clanmalier, and baron of Phillipstown reincrnated so to speak my soul is over 500 years old..my avitar is my family coat of arms.

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I am a ninja
Defending others lives
Sacrificing my blood
Keeping you safe
I am a protector

Know how u feel hun. My family seem to turn their back to me and now I'm totaly on my own. I just keep thinking things are going to get better and god will see me threw. Or what ever any one wants to believe in.

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We are the eyes that feel heavey on your shoulders

in times like these the best lesson is to wait , if you struggle you get nowhere

you are so right and normally i am the type to wait

hell i am the one that always tells people that in time you will understand why you dont mess with me, I like to watch people suffer and die slowly

I guess this is a bit harder because i am not injoying it

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I am a ninja
Defending others lives
Sacrificing my blood
Keeping you safe
I am a protector