RE: how do you drain?
I mysef refused to admit I had vampiric qualities at all for the longest time, but after having wicca practitioners and other vampires telling me that I am a psy vamp time and time again, I finally gave into it and admitted it. The odd thing is, I never notice that I'm feeding. In all actuality, it seems as though I never stop. And if anyone near me attempts to cast a spell or tries to cast one at me over any distance, I absorb all of their energy automatically, rendering the spell useless (or if channeled against me, counterproductive). I can't sense energy on my own and wish to learn. I want to be able to see it with my own eyes and be able to feel it out so I can control what I do subconsiously, but I would need help for that. I will also expirience another persons emotions if it is strong enough (this is probably a side effect of my feeding). On the bright side however, those who spend alot of time around me tend to emotionally heal, recovering from deep depressions. Whether this is from some strange aspect of my feeding or just my 'charming' personality, I'll probably never know.
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